Each night I stare at the sky
the thousands of twinkling stars
and I imagine you there
dancing among the Moonbeams.

And the tears flow like rain
as I think of the time we were together
I am broken now, lost without you
But I know, the thing that will always connect us
are our Heartstrings

Wednesday, November 9, 2011

A Journey

I have been absent for many many months.  I am now taking this blog in a new direction and many of you might not want to follow me any longer.  For one thing, I have now returned to my religious roots, somewhat, and mingled them with what I have learned.

However, the big reason for changing the direction is for my own personal healing.  A lot has happened since I was last here. Very little of it pleasant. This blog helped me climb out of darkness before and I pray by putting my feelings and thoughts down I can release them, and begin to heal.

What could have happened you may ask, well, this is very hard for me to say but I lost my so very beautiful daughter not so very long ago. I had no idea anything could hurt this bad.

Over the coming days I will put down the whole story, and will then blog my journey to healing as much as one can when they have lost their only child.

For now, this is all I can write.  Just stating she is gone has taken all my energy and the tears are blinding me.

If you choose to continue to follow me, this is what you will be reading, at least until I am whole again.



  1. I have thought of you often and wondered where you have been. I am here for you.

  2. Deb, I'm so sorry to hear of the loss of your beautiful daughter. May you find comfort in your loving memories of her. My thoughts and prayers are with you. Hugs, Debi

  3. Oh how I missed you, I am so sorry for your loss, and will keep you and your family in my prayers. I too hope your words will help to release you and aide in your healing.
    Many blessings


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